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[31 Aug 2006|12:55pm] |
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Sorry..It's been decades sience i wrote. Alot has happened and I didn't get enough time to write. My life has gotten alot better lately and Work is actually a fun place to be. My summer rocks because I have alot of friends and My RPG's are a sucees. Well..that's all for now..I need to work on my MP3 player list. See ya!!!
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[16 Mar 2006|09:37am] |
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Why did this day have to come so soon. The day I need to return to daily life:No freedom,Boring Work,..the whole bit.
But that's to be expected:All good things come to an end eventually. Even life and that sucks.
So all I can do is smile and shrug things off. Not to mention post-Vacation tiredness is kicking in..so I need to buy energy drinks ..I should have taken the whole week off but I really didn't need it...Well actually that would have been fun too. (Sobb.)
Don't blame me if I'm in a pissy mood all day people. Maybe I just need a good shower or a nap...I guess...
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[15 Mar 2006|11:00pm] |
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Sorry I havent posted for a while. I have been busy with my Code Lyoko RPG group.
Alot has happened..but sadly i go back to work tomorrow. Alas my VK comes to a bitter end...
But I knew it would come down to this. So I'll see you all in the homeland. Bit tired.Been sleeping late gonna pay for it tommorow whan I have no energy to spare.
It was fun while it lasted.
Oh and heres a link to the forum if anyone is interested.
http://www.fanfiction.net/fr/851243/8580/172461/4/
I skipped a few pages cause I dont appear until midway through the 4th page. My charactor is Kyoko but Later on I start playing Yumi..but works gonna mess that up. I won't be as dedocated as i was over the VK. Sobb.
And I found this cool quiz. If you want to find out what Lyoko charactor you are. Iam Odd, Ulrich and Yumi. I took the quiz 3 times.
http://quizilla.com/users/manekineko22/quizzes/What%20Code%20Lyoko%20Character%20Are%20You%3F/
Well good night I'm tired and I need to rest up for shitty work tomorrow grrrrrr..
(Actully I'll post a result here as well..
You are Yumi!
You are intelligent and mature. You are a sweet
person, but you can still kick anyone's butt.
You have a devious flirtatious side...)
yes its a complicate code but something good will come out of it
Yeah right..Lol But I am intellegant and sweet, Just not that mature hehe.!
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[12 Mar 2006|09:18am] |
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Good morning all. I just woke up not to long ago Well I got 7 hrs. of sleep. Well a little more then 7. I fell asleep at 2am, but maybe didn't fall asleep until 230amish. i dunno. I was watching Anime on adult swim last night.
And Fullmetal was sad..not gonna say way. But I felt like crying. Speaking of Fullmeatal, is it season 2 or season 3 on tv? the opening and closing changed again..im confused on this.
Meybe don't have alot planned for today, just to relax mostly. And do my RPG group and stuff...So yeah that about sums it up.
i'm feeling sleepy now...maybe i'll take a nap LoL. Actually I'm wide awake..and hungry..time for food in a little bit.
And yes I'm full of energy..just like Jo when she's mad and angry..Yeah!!!
Now hand over the sugar and noone get's hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha
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[11 Mar 2006|03:55pm] |
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Stupid phone calls. As i sit here..a stranger calles asking for my aunt. Telemarketers most likely. Gotta learn to hate them.
Grrr..now im just annoyed..
Stupid F..n..rrrr Now I feel like killing someone...
I'll cool off in a bit.
(Well just asking for a person over 21. im 21 so im glad it wasn;t me. the caller wasn't asking for my aunt perse..but she does shop and she's over 21..)
Now this killed my good mood. Seriously.!!!
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[11 Mar 2006|03:05pm] |
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Too quiet here..Boring. but I have the whole computer to myself.
nothing new going on now. I wish I had brought my bakuhatsu tenshi dvd;s, but my mom said no because I am going right back to work on Thursday without stoping at home. Not fair. Who in thier right mind steals dvd's from alocked locker?
makes no sence to me. though I suppose if someone had a chain saw...
ok i guess locks can be broken.
But tonight I'm gonna watch some Anime on Adult Swim. And i gotta watch Naruto.
i'm so bounsy and hyper right now,,Yeah suger!!!!!!
I need my Jo!!!!i need my BURST ANGEL!!!i'm going crazy with out it.
Ok calm now..calm. gonna continue web surfing and stuff.
or someone aim me. I wanna talk to someone. I'm gonna be bored again. I need to be crazy..its' vacation after all...
Oddly, I'm in the mood to love. now I need love..
See what so much lonelyness can do to you? yeah..i'm crazy and outta my mind..but i enjoy every minuit of it!!!!
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[11 Mar 2006|09:55am] |
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Yes, im so lonely. i miss everyone i left behind. On the other hand, i am having a good time. but you still think of your friends..and trust me it can hurt alot when your away from those you love.
i am ignored..but at the same time appresiated. This weekend should be fun. But all my cousins do is fight all the time. It's maddening. Plus last night i didn't fall asleep until a little past 2 Am. So i am a little bit tired. Don't ask me why. I did watch the Naruto ep. last night. Sasuke vs Rock Lee. It was very action pact and humerous. Sadly, i have mised alot of Naruto lately.
Speaking of Naruto, I just entered a contest. the prize is that you get a voicerole in a new ep. i hope i win. if i do..you will hear me on TV as a ninja. i hope i win and get a very cool role..like an evil ninja or something. Good luck to me..seeing as im competing with a million people.
Don't have much to say. Not much happened today. Just woke up early and took a shower. i miss you all my friends. Give me an email or something. Please...(sobbs)
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[10 Mar 2006|08:19pm] |
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Well its my first day of vacation. nothing much going on. i just got settled and am having a great time here.
but today was a little boring. I hung around my aunts house alot and just chilled.
i'm feeling tired now. gotta go relax.
Tomorrow is another fun day after all.
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[08 Mar 2006|12:00pm] |
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Hey, today is a better day then yesterday. I did some cleaning and other stuff. I also realize that I only have to work tomorrow and then it's freedom for 6 days. How sweet is that?
I just hope that I don't have to spend alot of time with my little brother. But I realize that he loves me and wants to spend time with me. Well, as long as he doesn't bore me to death it'll be alright I guess.
Yesterday I watched the 4th Harry Potter movie. It is a really cool movie, but they cut out alot of the good parts out. half of the book is not portrayed in the movie. Other then that..it's good sofar. I need to see the other half with my brother today. And I wrote a new fan fic today as well. It's about Maria and its a first person story. I dunno if I'm good at first person stories. This is the first time I wrote a first Person fic.
honestly, I hope it doesn't suck. And I posted it on that fanfic site. of course it's a Bakuten fic. As per ususal. I enjoy writting Bakuten fics.
Other then that, i plan to relax this week. Forget about my problems..and Im prepared for a shit-free
vacation.
Good Luck to me I guess!!!!
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[07 Mar 2006|11:46am] |
Yea, its' Tuesday. I'm home all day and so far i'm in a good mood. My vacation from work begins in 3 more days. So I'm all psyked. Yea!!!
However, work this weekend was hell. At somepoints, I was the only cashier ringing almost 100 or more customers at the same time. Believe me..I got so stressed out that i had to get off the register because I felt like I was gonna die or something. That was not fun. Plus I went almost 5 or 6 hours working without a break. So I felt that was not fair. But hey, what can you do when the store is shortstaffed on the weekends?
I was so pissed that day. It was on Saturday. Sunday was alot better seince I got to leave early for a change. That made me feel a whole lot better.
Now, what am I going to do for 6 days off? Well, i could sleep in a lot longer. Maybe I could watch alot of anime. Yes, I do have alot of options. It's fun. Being lazy for a change is cool. I work hard so I guess I deserve it.
Did I mention that I plan on writing a novel? Well I am. I want to write a Burst Angel fannovel and sell it to the anime company that produses it. A friend of mine is helping me out with Ideas and stuff. Of course..I dunno if the company will accept it or not. Who knows. If all goes well..I will have alot of extra money in my pockets..but how much is Yen worth over here?
Never mind. If I get payed in Yen I'll be poor over here but rich in Japan. I know this is a crazy Idea..but I'll get my chance of showing off my creative side to the world.
And even if negotiations fail..I'll still have it on paper at least. And I'll have a copy for myself.
I know It'll be a tyough task..But I'll try to go the distance...
Anyway, I'm done now. I don't have alot to say. Have a good day everyone..
And 3 more day's till vacation. Isn't it a beautiful thing??HEHEHE..
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[01 Mar 2006|11:23am] |
Bored, Bored, Bored, BORED!!!!
That pretty much describes me right now. When Im not at work its hard to entertain myself. No matter how hard i try...I'm still bored!!!
But I dont' relay on my job to keep me entertained. in fact..Work is boring too. So not cool.
I really should try calling people or trying to actually hang with some people..but..everyone I know is extreamly busy and no one calls when I ask them too.
That isn't wrong. i understand alot goes on that most of the time..Im by myself..scratch that..Im always by myself. Alone, unwanted...Damn!!!
Actually that's not true. I just feel that way sometimes.
But I do have good freinds. And I also have my imaginary friends, the girls from Burst Angel. yeah it's weird that im 21 and still believe in that consept..but i've gotten to know the charactors well and i simply love Jo. Whenever im upset or don't wanna talk to anyone..I imagine myself with them. It's actually daydreaming. But what else can i do? There's not much entertainment around the house. And being home with my little brother all day sucks.
Sorry i admited that..It's supposed to be a secreat..LOL.
Maybe im just Bored so im writing strangly.
Yes that's it!!! Bordom makes me weird and tired. i wanna have a bit of fun.
Im so bored!!!!!
But i enjoy writing here. When I write i have alot of fun.
Weired as that seems.
Anyway I gotta watch my Burst Angel DvD's in order..Now that's alot of fun.
Have a nice day everyone..and i'm not strange..ok.. maybe a lot..hahahehe...
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[28 Feb 2006|11:45am] |
Sigh...another boring day. Work was slow and lame yesterday...weather crappy and extremely cold..no fun..sucky. Yeah that just about describes it. Not that it's importaint. Sience when is it not crappy out lately?
I was very sad yesterday..I watched the final episode of Bakuhatsu Tenshi and the ending made me very depressed. this episode was sad...Im not gonna spoil what happened just to be considerate to those who have not yet seen the anime or episode 24 of the anime. but if you did see it...then you'll understand it. This is the reason why I was deppressed all day yesterday..or maybe its a sign that something bad is coming..mainly that "Time of month". I dunno what cause my mood swings. maybe it was a combination of both problems.
Im a very emotional person. I cry at every sad part in everything. Even movies and Tv. I try not to think about it however. im trying hard not to show my true emotions. I feel thats' a sign of weakness and unnessecary. of couse..people think im strang an coldhearted by doing that..but i feel its for my own good sometimes...
On a happy note..my vacation from work is in a week or so. Im so excited.
Unless it turns out that they screwed me over on that fact..I will be so pissed if they fire me. Of course my CSM actually fixed my schedual..but you know how its like in retail!
oh and now a dumb computer cut my hours down to less then half what I work..Yeah a computer does scheduals..so i have to deal with less hours and even lesser pay. maybe i'll just quit if my hours are messed up for awhile.
Damn it!!! Nothing good ever happens to me..
But i guess that's bound to happen. i always get no luck at all..none...
Why can't anything good happen to me. Can someone please change that?
Cause if not...things will get..interesting..um...well..not intresting..just very unsettling.
Ya know?
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[22 Feb 2006|03:46pm] |
Nothing excitings happened today. Just another boring day in my life. Not like everyday is exciting is it?
Today was mello for me. My brother actually spent less time bugging me. He hung with my younger cousin who was over my house last night. Good for me. Lets' hope it stays that way.
Never trust PS2 memory cards. They tend to magically corrupt game data. A few days ago it corrupted my Soul caliber 3 data. All of my weeks long hard work was gone. Damn. I had to start over. So far I had some luck. The data is holding..for now.
Im sad my Bakuten Dvd isn't here. I wanted it yesterday. Shipping takes so damn long. I cannot take it anymore. But I guess i'll have to wait a little longer.
Trust me I'm very patient. Well patient with others except my parents. They order me around and stuff..well my mom does and not my dad. My dad stands up for me so he's cool. Try living with a stepmom and you'll understand me in no time.
ok im done complaining. Nice sunny day out. The weather lifts my spirits so i'm very ok with that.
Gotta go have fun now. or not.
Jo from Burst Angel Rocks.(Im so happy I had to say that!!) and so do all my friends.
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[21 Feb 2006|03:41pm] |
Well, im still alive. Sorry I haven't written in so long..alots happened in my day. Actually alot's happened in my week.
This week, my brother is on a weeklong vacation. And it sucks because now i'll never have a moments peace. He'll breath down my back all week. Not like he doesn't already, but you know...
Other then that..im urber happy. Burst Angel volume 6 comes out today. I'll be getting the DvD later this week. I'm so excited. Now I have the entire Dvd collection..no wait..just need to wait for the OVA. I'm so psyched.
Nothing changed. Im' still the same. i miss everyone. Well, I miss all my friends i never see. Life can be unfair sometimes.
i did alot sofar..busy as usual with work. But no surprise there.
im thinking of quiting soon.
I hope everyone agrees i made a good choise. On the other hand..its' gonna be hard for me to get another one.
desicions, desisions.
I cannot wait for my mini vacation in March. It's gonna rock.
Ok, i have alot to look forward too.
That's the gist.
the gist of it that is.
Today is one of my better days. I hope my mood stays like this. or else things'll get ugly.
Not like they arn't already.
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[15 Feb 2006|12:08pm] |
Yet another fun day in my life. As usual nothing exciting goes on. Basically, Im still bored and bored again!!! If only i could find better ways to entertain myself. Maybe I could stick a knife in my arm and watch as i bleed. or should I stab myself in the eye? Ok no, I would never ever think about those aweful things. Why would I take pleasure in pain? See, that's how my mind can think sometimes. Or maybe im otta my mind. Oh well.
Don't get me wrong..Im not a sadist.
Im just an average person with alot on her mind..and my mind can get weird sometimes. But seriously doesn't everyone's mind wander. yeah thought so hehe.
Work sucks. Everyday. And now they were talking about changing the dress code. Again. i sware all they do is change the rules everyday if they could. Just to screw with us. Seriously screw. i dont' think its fair. they should tell us at least before they play around like that. It's unfair and crule. Gotta dress up all fancy and casual..man..Wal-mart isn't even a fancy buisiness. it's f****in retail. RETAIL!!!! Can't they spell that out right?
Ok I'll stop complaining now. now I may have to invest money in a new wordrob sience all my clothes fit into the catigory of.."Dress Code violation" I'll never be able to wear my belovid anime tee's again. i have that cool Bakuten Shirt. The Hot Topic one. This shirt is considered Sacred..so I am a little pissed. Trust me I hate dressing fancy. Im a bit of a tomboy. Seriously I am.
Sadly I cannot go to any anime conventions this year. I planned on going to Anime boston..but my parents said no. I don't have enough personal or vacation hours to cover that weekend. That's a lode of crap. I know I have the hours. But my sister, her boyfriend and a few others are going. Unfair. They just want me to work. I'll be sad. Maybe if there are summer conventions i'll try to go after my Vacation hrs. get restored in june.
kinda bites huh?
i just need to find someone to go with. I 'd love to cosplay. So if anyone knows of any summer conventions let me know. And if your willing to let me tag along..say so..
I'd love to meet anime fans and have fun.
ok I gotta stop ranting and raving now.
Have a nice day everyone. That includes all my friends. And thanks for being nice to me Val!!! You make my days more barible!!
I wish we could be together all the time..as friends that is..
i miss you alot!!!
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[14 Feb 2006|11:33am] |
First of all, i just want to wish you all a happy valentines day. i hope you all share it with someone special..unlike me, who will be spending the day in unhappy solitude and wallowing in my own lonelyness, despair and insanity...
Anyway, things are just turning out crazy. on Sunday, I had to go to work during that aweful storm. Man, that was not a good choise. it was as dead as hell that day..and only me and another cashier closed. why did I even bother getting up Sunday. I took one look at the snow and cursed alot under my breath. Why? I really had no plans to work that day. But I did..and it was a mistake. Trust me, the next time a storm comes I will not even try and wake up. i will hibernate for the day instead. But despite all that I still made good money. And alot of my customers were really plesent. people are crazy to shop in a storm..but i suppose that's normal ..i guess.
Still ive been so busy i feel like i never have anytime to truly relax. but trust me..sleeping at nite is worse. i can hear everyone talking, etc...but i ususally block it out. Trust me..its no fun when i cannot get any sleep. Then the next day im all grouchy and in a shitty mood.
Yeah..Its all good for me.
That pretty much sums it up.
I plan on getting a haircut soon anyway. my hair is always in my face and stuff. makes it hard to see and everything. maybe ill get it cut short..or maybe ill forget it and let it grow. i dunno it gets annoying when its in my face.
i look forward to a new fun day ahead of me..oh and todays' my dad's bday so i gotta get a card or something..great..see what happens when you have no time to go out. im way behind this year.
Oh...happy v-day Val!!Love ya! and have a plesent day.
Peace!!!
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[06 Feb 2006|09:36am] |
Hey its me again. ive been so busy with alot of random crap that I didn't get a chance to write. But im writing now so hooray!!!
I feel bad for alot of people i know that are going through alot of shit in thier lives. I know i cannot change things..but i can offer some advice..Find away to erase the anger and stress that you feel by always having a positive mind like i do. Just think of all the good things in life..any good times you remember. or tell yourself a joke or something. life was not ment to be hell!!!
Hell im no counsiler. Ignore what I said. Im just a little bit off today so forgive me for telling you what to do. feel free to mop around and all or smash you head against the wall about it for all i care.!!
And sorry if I sound mean...but i had a rough day at work yesterday and im just a tad bit stressed. Trust me even thinking positive doesn't erase your pain and suffering. I still have alot of shit to deal with regardless...
I apologize. I am nieve to the world and its hardships.
My day is going great today. on a more positive not i actually wanted to get up today. and that darn cat..crapped on the rug again. Just when I thought things were going good. I know the rest of my day is goona suck. And with my brother being home for the vacation..ill have no time to post here. i hope i don't get the urge to strangel him or something. as much as i lovce him..there are days when i feel like hurting him. But we who have sibling always feel that way hunh?
sad but true.
I hope i didn't offend anyone. if i did then im sorry and feel free to kill me or something. Just get it over with.(Joking. I dont' really wanna die.)
I hope you all have a nice life. and a nice day. Nice to see the sun out for a change i guess. So im gonna go out later and have some me time.
I dont' get alot of that these days. ya know what i mean.
Noe im gonna cause some Hell to break loose. ill leave it at that for today.
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[01 Feb 2006|08:46am] |
Hello everyone! I am so happy that I got a new layout for my Journal. it looks sweet! i also need to thank my best friend for helping me out. If it wasnt' for her..this cool thing would never come to light.
i am in an extreamly good mood today. i woke up, had breakfast, and then i played my Soul Caliber 3 game. which is very cool I may add.
My cat behaved today..no crap! yeah!!! I guess she can be smart..at times.
The weather is so beautiful today Compared to that aweful shitty snow we had yesterday. Today is my last day off of work..gotta go back tomorrow. SHITTTTT!! I hate my Job. I don't like dealing with bitchy, snobby, bad assed kids and customers that treat me like shit all the time. Plus my coworkers pick on and harass me..but its all in the fun. So Iguess I do not mind.
Yeah my life is either crappy work or putting up with staying at home alot. Man, who thought life was hell after High School? I sure did not. Ive been out of school for 3 years. i guess I gotta renew my edumacation. But my parents say working at Wal-Mart is great. Screw it! I cannot work there all my life. 5 years at that horrible place. I need to find a new place to work. If i stay at Wal-Mart until im old and shrivally..I will die instantly.
my life is not my Job. I feel that friends and family come first. They are my true friends. If anything happened to them..I would say screw work. My reeal family comes first!
Studying for my permit is gonna be a challange. I have not had time to even pick up the book..all thanks to being busy and having to deal with shitty issues in life.
anyway..ill stop my complaning now. im sure many of you can relate to me. and i just wanna thank my friends for thier unending support..
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! YOU ROCK!!!!
just wanna give a big thank you to my good freind Val. Without you in my life...i would never have as much fun as im having now. You rock!!!! because you are so cool and funny. Im glad i met you.
Think maybe after school is over..we can chill?
And that ends my thoughts this lovely day. Enjoy it everyone!!!!
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[31 Jan 2006|09:06am] |
Well I got my ipod problem fixed. One quick reset and I was done. Damn I an so stupid sometimes I guess.
Today i actually got in some high quality naptime..no yelling and bitching went on this morning so I am in a very happy mood today. Trust me I am in a good mood everyday..well except if I get angry or pissed off then stay the hell away from me or you will regret it.
No seroiusly. when im pissed i can act like a real troublemaker or bitch..except its not to the extreams. i don't feel much anger..negativity is really not my strong point. I cannot do any wrong or evil. Or so many think. If I wanted to I could make trouble.
Trust me im not lying. I have surpassed my darkness and have embrassed the light.
actually yeah im lying..im not that pure.
Today is not going to be a fun day for me at all. i may have to babysit my pain in the ass brother and deal with his constant nagging and shit. Let's hope i have enough patients for it.
The weather sucks today and that ruins my plans of having fun. if the weather was nicer id ditch my brother and go shopping or something else fun. i need to buy more anime and stuff.
Money's a problem for me. I don't have alot..and i think ill never see it. My parents claim they put it away..but i suspect they do other stuff with it. don't get me wrong..i trust my parents..but sometimes you never know.
Not much is going on today. i am studying to get my permit. And f**K, i still need to go to school and move outta here. I am so slow.
Face it..I have no future going for me. I am hopeless...
Just kidding.
The road to my future is a long one..but im prepared to go the distance. You just watch me.
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[27 Jan 2006|08:58am] |
Well Im confused today. The reason i am confused is..well i dunno maybe because my Ipod is malfunctioning. What the heck does it mean ..when it is in disk mode? if anyone has an Ipod and can tell me how to get rid of it..let me know..The fucking instruction don't tell me shit..no seriously no mention of what to do to get out of it..SHITTT i LOVE MY NANO..!!! sob.. don't die on me now...please...
Ok enough lamanting over this..i gotta stay calm and figure this out somemore. Let's move on now.
My day is ok sofar. Nothing new goes on..calm and tranqual..except when the damn cat poops on my rug!!! That's not a litter box. No its not. don't try to tell me otherwise!!! She also thinks my bed is a throwup bin..ok under it..and my day consists of cleaning cat shit..not fun i tell you..wastes time for the fun stuff..like writing.
Mind you ..this is an everyday routine. on top of that..try sleeping around 6 am and hearing the whole house screaming behind the door plus my brother complaining about school..ok shut up already Damn there's no pease in my house. Every day we go through this..FkN SHUP UP AND LET ME SLEEP!!!!!
Ok im happy now. My fit of rage is over..I just got possessed by the spirit of Jo from Burst Angel and I apologize..wait..I suddenly got an urge to..argh...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oK its over..im me again..!!!
Ill keep in touch..(Now then..where's my desert eagels...?hAHAHa) (LOL people)
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[25 Jan 2006|12:15pm] |
Its been a while sience I wrote. Thank my crappy work schedual for that. I hate wasting all of my life in a horrible retail environment. My job's not bad..but i hate work in General.
My job will be more work-stress then i can handle. Those horrrible district managers are moving to my store..now I know i'll probably loose my job over something stupid, such as even letting a joke escape my lips or smiling the wrong way. Damn..the parties over I guess. trust me im not looking forward to people getting on my ass 24 seven. I sware Im gonna loose it..seriously i am.
you try doing your work and behaving when some guy is secreatly watching your every move..its kinda scary. i just know next month cannot be good..my job may be more hellish.
On A more positive note..i am in a good mood still and I am enjoying myself. i still stick to my hobbies and stuff..so life is all good.
Just wanna give a shoutout to all of my friends. Ill be back..!
That is if im not dead in the next week or so!!
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[19 Jan 2006|12:22pm] |
Yeah me again. as per usual nothing gets done in my life at all. I don't know which path my destiny will take in this universe. No seriously. I don't even think mines gonna be a good one. After all..i don't go to collage..i don't drive..and my parents nag me and everything else in my life goes wrong. Damn it why me?
Why is it everytime someone else screws up i get blamed? Why doesn't anyone notice my talants? For example: Im a hard worker, have a great imagination, am an excellent writer,and a decent changer of my voice. I practice everyday, sience my goal is to one day do voice overs..but everyone says I suck. My parents tell me Id make a better manager then a voice actress. Fuck that shit!!!Ill go do anything the hell I want thank you very much.. Isn't it said that only you are incharge of your own life..Yes that is true..but sometimes I dunno. I don't feel like im free. i always seem to be a slave to someone or something and i;m tire of it damn it!!
Sure I respect my parents..I just wish they'd not treat me like a fucking kid. Goddamn it im 21 and they still treat me like a f-ing 5 year old. Yes if i sound pissed...I am seriously..
Sorry for my anger spurt. I feel good getting it off my chest..
Other then that..My life is great. sure it may not sound that way..But its all good i tell you all good!
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[17 Jan 2006|12:47pm] |
same old sh** different day. Not much going on.
Don't have anything to really talk about...Im bored all the time
Well except when i watch my anime or write emails to friend.
Work sucks too. So does life, sometimes..
I'll leave it at that...
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[09 Jan 2006|09:39am] |
i am so glad that all the evil holidays are over!.(Well they are not evil) i have alot of workstress still lingering over me..and for several days ive been really moody and pissed offf! But don't worry, ill be back to my normal self in due time. we have alot of snow..and i have little patients with it..snow can be evil..
i havent really changed..just had alot of hard work to do. customers at my job really suck and leave me wanting to snap back at them. No friendly service there. i wanna quit badly but i need da money. Ya know, for little random things...Collage, a new home, and more burst angel Anime related stuff.. yeah im an anime freak and all.
i need some live journal friends. Im so lonely. So i invite all who share my intrests of anime and hard work to be my friends here. I have no one, really. if no one will be my friend here..Ill cry alot.
So please..wont anyone be my friend?(Ok, now I sound so pitiful but i can be weird and crazy like thAT..only in a safe way..no.. I ..sware..nevermind..im goona get locked up and sent to the looney farm..LOL!!!!)
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[05 Jan 2006|12:11pm] |
Hi everyone. Just another boring day in a world called life. I hope everyone had a nice christmas and a good new year. I know I did. And I had my first drink on new years. That was a cool experiance...but im not too crazy about the alcohol. I still have alot to look forward to this year: Maybe getting a house or a new apartment. I an still obseeseed with Bakuhatsu Tanshi. And i dont have any friends..SoB LoL My friends seem to have no time for me. Im lonely here and i need a friend. So will anyone be my friend? If so please Im me. Actually i have a fgew good friends. But im a people person. I dont really have anyone to love either. My sister has a boyfriend so i feel left out. Im looking for love and i cant get anyyy. im despert for love. (Well ok not that despert.)
I love guys and girls i think. i honestly dont know. iv had a few crushes on some guys, but lately ive seen some cute girls in my life. Help me. im confused about me. Am i reallt straight, or do i go both ways?
actually ignore that. I know ill find the answer soon in time.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!
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